My main aim isn't a traditional white wedding, but finding someone with whom i have a deep, real connection with A soulmate.
I find i put alot of effort into every relationship to make it work and find it hard to come to terms when its not. Then i find myself feeling guilty over it all.I don't dwell on it for too long though soon pick up and start on the look again.
In every relationship i feel i am giving although i do tend to mull over philosophical issuess which i have found can drive others less conceptual types up the wall.
which is why i can't seem to make a relationship work.
All i want at the minute is someone i can...